Hitoban no Fokkusu
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:09:08 GMT 1
Okay, since I've got a LOT of poems and such, I'm just going to put them all in one thread. Here's the first one: Addiction
Sometimes When I'm alone The teardrops Fall like rain. I don't know why It goes like this Time and Time again. All I know Is when she leaves The tears fall From my eyes And every time She gives up hope It makes me Want to die.
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:09:32 GMT 1
Call Me What You Like
Sittin' in the bathroom stall Second floor, third door down I hear the door swing open I listen without a sound They say the same thing Everyone else says "She's a jerk, she's a jerk." I nearly fell right through that door Thinking
"Call me what you like I really could care less But the one thing that I know Is I'll always do my best To hide away the sorrow The helplessness, the pain. I wish you wouldn't be so mean And be my friend again."
As soon as they left, I broke into tears She had confirmed all my fears. She was the one killing my rep. My best-friend ever for all these years. As I lie there on the floor Wishing I were bleeding I thought to myself "Is my own heart even worth beating?"
Call me what you like I really could care less But the one thing that I know Is I'll always do my best To hide away the sorrow The helplessness, the pain. I wish you wouldn't be so mean And be my friend again.
In desperation, she searched through the stalls Hoping to find what she'd hid there before She finally extracted a shiny silver knife She decided she'd take her own life. When they found her a mere two seconds before The knife pierced her heart, she fell to the floor She had managed to astound And on her chest a note was found. It said:
"Call me what you like I really could care less But the one thing that I know Is I always did my best To hide away the sorrow The helplessness, the pain. I guess you had to stay so mean You'll never see me again.
Lying on the bathroom floor Second floor, third door down.
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:10:07 GMT 1
Magic Mirror
"Can you see yourself?" By that what could you mean? I don't understand. What's wrong with me? You're all lying. I'm the same as I've been. It's not myself we need to see. It's you people. You don't love me. He does. You want only misery for me. He lives to see me smile. I'm in denial? You're in denial! You're just jealous. Or mean. Or... Something. I just feel so Cold Without him. Like I'm on the outside. No one Wants to be An outsider. I know he's wrong for me. But I. Can't. STAND! Not having him. I'm pathetic? You're pathetic! Sinking This low Just to make me Lonely I can't be lonely. Not again. Get a grip? I think you're right. I can't see myself No matter how I try. It makes me want to cry die lie try again. All I see is Him. I need a Magic Mirror To tell me what my Damage is. Will you be my mirror? You will? What do you see? Him?
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:11:27 GMT 1
This is kind of long, and kind of rant-like, but I still think it's a poem. If you disagree, feel free to tell me. The REAL Meaning of LoveThey say that pride is the greatest sin I think it's love Not lust Love. Love hurts Love breaks you And sometimes Love kills. "Love is like Oxygen You can't live without it. All you need is love Love lifts us up where we belong!" Blah. Blah. Blah. Now I know you're thinking "This chick's insane!" But I'm not. I haven't given up on love completely. Not yet. Knowing pain is not "Oh my puppy died!" No. Knowing pain is knowing love. You cannot have love without pain. And you cannot have pain without love. Not true pain. Knowing pain is when your best freind The one you've known since Pre-school The one you loved like a sister Blows you off. She screws you over She leaves you standing in the rain! She leaved you high and dry For a pack of make-up wearing wolves Who only want to rip her, the antelope, to shreds. Knowing pain is when Another friend A guy friend you used to love like a brother But you realize now that you just love him Has no idea.He tells you everything Including his plans this weekend with His new girlfriend. ButI do not think love sucks Completely. Love is also when You come home from a Terrible day listening to Love storiesAbout your guy friend and his girlfriend To a pair love loving arms. That warm smell of perfume and hairspray That tells you she loves you And holds you while you cry Instead of blowing you off Or being oblivious. And yes, even sometimes that love can hurt. And you thing "God! I can't do this anymore!" And you fight And you cry And she cries. But then you realize "How dumb was that?"And you go back to her And you make up And she says "I'll always love you" And I know it's true. That's what real love is. Loving me forever. I love you Mom.
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:12:22 GMT 1
Dedicated to my dearly loved Nanny Garland. She passed away when I was little. Angel in Disguise
When there's someone quite dear In your life You love like no other More than Mother More than Father Even more than your own brother Be careful, young child Because the time that you spend Day after day, summer by summer Leaves an impression That will never end.
Angel in disguise Why won't you ever choose to fly Away from this bloodthirsty world Where there's no place to hide? You could spread your wings At any time you choose But instead, you depend On the love of your friends To make your time on Earth The best time you've had And fill your need to soar.
To some, you're known as "Nanny" To others as "Aunt Mutt" To your husband, you're his "Dearest" There's never any buts Because no one can resist That sweet old granny smile That I remember so well From when I was just a child. "Love-child" you called me And love-child I've stayed Evin this long after you've passed away.
Now I know you'd say "Don't fret Dear love-child I'll see you soon I bet. You can have my favorite doll, The one I named Lynette. Take the cookies from the jar And sit on my ceramic deer Take care of Paw-paw for me And remember not to leer. Now love-child, one more thing That you must do for me: Tell the family I love them And I'm soaring, wild and free."
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:13:22 GMT 1
S.O.S
Help me I'm so confused Tell me What to do I need you To help me through I'm calling you Here's what you must do:
Save me! I'm drowning In a sea of blood From their slit wrists I have to save them But I must save myself I need your help Tell me what to do!
If I don't help them They could die If I help them I will cry Save myself From years of scarring Or save my friends From my darling?
Should I be selfish Or am I heroic? I need you to guide me To what my goal is. Tell me God What am I to do? I know the answer And it's going to make me blue.
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:14:38 GMT 1
Since I was gone from my rping for two weeks, all that muse bottled up on me and this poem popped into my head. I was screaming at myself "write it down! write it down!" so I finally did. It's about a demon wolf character my character fights sometimes lol. Some of you may know him. Giga
A dark creature Slinks on the ground A menacing feeling Smothers all sound
Something is coming Yellow teeth gleam Lit up quite brightly By a single moon beam
This shadow figure All covered in hair Is far more disturbing Than you and I can compare
A dark wolf is coming To make all others scream You'll know he is here When you see his eyes gleam.
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:15:17 GMT 1
Eventually
It's taking me over One piece at a time The good that's inside me Has nowhere to hide The darkness will bind me Eventually And there will be nothing Left of the real me.
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:16:03 GMT 1
This one's about the day Missy invaded Hitoban's pack.
Blood Red Tears
Blood red tears On a pitch black night Hiding my fears ‘Till the morning light.
A shadow creeps Yellow eyes Takes all that’s dear Takes their lives.
Now I’m all alone And everything’s gone Gotta be a lone wolf ‘Till the break of dawn.
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:16:54 GMT 1
This was just a random little poem I wrote on the cover of my writing notebook to try and dissuade my parents from reading it's contents (though it will probably only work to make them want to read it more.) ^^;
A person's privacy Is a wonderful thing But violating it Just has a bad ring So before you open Please heed my advice Don't look in my notebook It's just not nice!
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:17:27 GMT 1
The Power
This world is too big For little old me I need a chance Need a chance to be free For this I need nothing Just plain pen and pad And when ink forms on paper It's like I've been clad With some newfound armor To protect me from you And some magical weapon That's forever brand new For nothing can touch me When my inner mind's working And my pencil protects me From thoughts that come lurking The power of writing Is a great thing it's true I just hope that one day He helps you find it too.
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:19:24 GMT 1
Dream-Weaver
Come, storyteller Weave me a dream From your magic loom Filled with bright colored string
Tell me a tale Full of magic and woe And tell me some secrets Only you and I know
Help me, dream-weaver Help me to see What my dreams would look like While soaring free.
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:20:51 GMT 1
Okay, this one's kind of morbid, but I was NOT in a happy place when I wrote it. Slit My Wrists and Black My Eyes
Slit my wrists and black my eyes In my heart you've etched your lies All this time you've said to me "I love you; we'll always be." I don't know why I stayed so true When I really only loved the idea of you. So now it's time to say goodbye To your hateful, loathing eyes. You've egged me on and now I'm scared My heart may never be repaired. I feel the time is drawing near That I need no longer fear. There's too much going on right now. I need to come down off my cloud. Now I know this is not right. Slit my wrists and black my eyes.
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:21:56 GMT 1
I Aim to Please
I aim to please That's what I've been Put upon this planet for To please.
Come to me When you feel like crying Dying inside and your Heart is being broken.
I've most likely been Down your road before Tell me your troubles dear And make yourself all better Cause I aim to please.
I'll take half the weight Off your shoulders Put it onto mine. Though the weight is almost Crushing me I don't mind You know why? Cause I aim to please.
If I can make your Day all better that's Good enough for me. Though I look like my Heart is breaking into A million tiny pieces Don't mind me Cause I aim to please.
I don't care what Crap you throw at me Give me all you've got. Cause in the end If you're all right I've done my job. And though My heart is Humpty Dumpty Don't mind Because I aim to please.
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Post by Hitoban no Fokkusu on Jul 28, 2008 4:22:39 GMT 1
Swollen Feet
What started out As a simple red look Turned into something From a medical book.
They started to grow Becoming more numb Soon half an inch taller According to mum.
My feet are swollen! Don't know what to do. My toes like sausages Sticking together like glue.
I've tried mashing on them I've tried rubbing them too Finally got meds That were long overdue.
No longer the redness Back to my normal height Since my feet aren't swollen I can sleep well tonight.
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